THERE’S NOT A STAR IN HEAVEN THAT WE CAN’T REACH
i spent an entire week barely being able to eat, having jaw pain from clenching and grinding my teeth, crying myself to sleep every night, and for what?
i have nothing. i am still more anxious than i have been in years. i still can barely eat. i still want to sleep all day. i’m still crying myself to sleep tonight.
i have nothing. i am nothing.
explaining anxiety is the fucking worst because you feel like an idiot for being bothered by the things that bother you but it’s such an intense fear right at your core so you have to go through all of these other levels of yourself to try and get someone else to understand it
well today is officially one of the worst days of my life and i can’t cope with this at all
Dina Manzo’s new RHONJ tagline.